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Think a lot and made me so upset!
Sunday, January 10, 2010


Yea i admit it! I know i am a person who likes to think think think and think. What's good at last turned to bad if for me. Well well well, this is not my fault! It's my mind's fault! Don't look at me. I won't change it! Bcause i can't! How suffer do you know. I tried hard not to think but once i saw something influencing my stupid mind, it starts to lost control and start thinking the bad side of it. What can i do? I'm so sad, so upset. so.....! Sooooo.... suffer! I had think lots of bad things tonight! And i'm so afraid. I'm so afraid i lost something soo important to me. Is like so important that could hurt my heart. Something like... well, i dont want to mention so clear here. Dayem it! I couldn't imagine if i really lost you! No! I couldn't stand for this. I can't! I know i can't. This is the first time, you make my heart up side down. I dont care. Nothing can seperate us and i dont care what the fuck is "No girl, you know you are still small, see you are just 18! No, you still have your long way to go, You have to concentrate on your study blah blah blah~" Hah!!! So what? you gonna kick me out of the house? No! I wont let go so easy, no matter what. I dont know is this call insane but I know this is call LOVE. I feel it. I feel it now. I can feel it. I feel it when I am with you. Yea what! yea so what you gonna do with me? Lock my freedom? My freedom is always locked by you! Dayem! I am 19! Hey! what you want me turn to be like uh.. you imagine yourself! Don't force me to do something make you guys headache! I didn't steal I didn't kill, what for? What for you locked me so hard? Huh?! I don't understand why both of you still remain 60's? Can you just improve yourself and I'm not so over! I am doing what girls are doing outside now and at least I AM NOT SO OVER! You know that! You pretend dont want to know. I know you pretend not to know better or else I will be more over. I know what you guys thinking, hah! I can't understand why uncle auntie's life is like so complicated and sooo... sooo! So UH! Immature? nope. Can't find that word suits your ADULT's world. It's sooooo complicated! Can't understand.
I am sure, I wont be so easy to let go this time! 100% guarantee! I'll appreciate it and I will prove it! So, love me!
Jade♥


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