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i'm a JERK!!! SLUT!! BITCH!!
Friday, August 7, 2009


FUCK!!! Now i know you don't understand me 100% well. Why just don't take it easy? I'm not that kind of person like what also care what also mind. Even you gossip about me i also don't care. I'm just easy go lucky what also sui bian de ppl. you tot i really care those fucking shit???!!! why u take it so serious? It's hard to be a happy person if you keep it like this. You are just the person takes everything serious but i'm just the person takes everything so easy. I even didn't treat my lover like you before. I don't even say hi or bye, don't even look at him when i'm not in mood. Do you think i still owe u something like some conversation? Or you wan me to act happy everyday in front of you? Or you wan me to talk crap with you when i'm down? You thought I'm superwoman? What you predict was wrong. I don't need much care from lover. You overloaded, make me feel disgusting. Like what your ex did before to you, you know that feeling. Every human have emotional, bad mood, good mood whatever mood. Only the way they show just different. What you want to do i wont stop you, but just don't take yourself so much on me. Not good for you, i told you before. You just need to be yourself. This is not yourself, just be back to the actual you. You get what i mean?! I think noo, you will think negative again and again and again. You will tell me, "i just care for you ma". I know you care for me!! I KNOW!!! What you did is all inside my eyes, i know!!! But i wan you to care yourself more, MORE. You lost youself from what i can seen, you suffer for being another person in front of me, why don't just happy go lucky. Hi and bye, jokes around, game together. Why?! Izit hard? Fair to everything, just need to treat everything FAIR. FAIR!! I guess you still don't understand what i wan to say. WHATEVER!! I don't care this fucking bullshit anymore. I JUST WANT TO BE MYSELF!! I don't want to act happy or sad or hot or cold or what in front everypeople NOT ONLY YOU. Don't get this misunderstand, i guess you will misunderstand this. I'm tired to explain everything, what i write you will just think the negative way 1st. Try use your positive mind to read this. Helps you a lot. What i wan to tell, Just relax to be youself. THAT'S ALL!!!


Jade


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