I wonder is it i'm not a nice friend among my friends. Why they always forgot me when they hang out. I'm always not inside their list. sad.. I feel i wanna cry when i meet them outside with a group but i'm not included. I treat them like my super best friend and like i can't live without them but they don't even treat me as how i treat them. Mayb i'm not good enough for them. I need friends more than lover. I really love my friends a lot and i feel like i'm always anti by them.
Even my best sister or close friends do so. They always keep their secret from me. Like i'm 3 8 po.. they don't even want to share their problems to me. I feel so disappointed. I feel like i'm the one always stick at them and they don't really want to mess with me. and my tears are so naughty everytime i think about it. I do really sadd... sometimes all close friends hang out together and all of them know what's the problem but not me.
Why? I give up. I really give up. I fell like i have no tomorrow everyday. Just like just now i met my dearest sister and we have a big hug. I felt like i wanna cry out loudly. Really. but i can't because that was public place. if there is not i will do so. I feel touch although it was just a hug. and i really canot continue this because i canot see the screen properly already. It's blurr. I really do feel sad. ='(
I wonder is it i'm not a nice friend among my friends. Why they always forgot me when they hang out. I'm always not inside their list. sad.. I feel i wanna cry when i meet them outside with a group but i'm not included. I treat them like my super best friend and like i can't live without them but they don't even treat me as how i treat them. Mayb i'm not good enough for them. I need friends more than lover. I really love my friends a lot and i feel like i'm always anti by them.
Even my best sister or close friends do so. They always keep their secret from me. Like i'm 3 8 po.. they don't even want to share their problems to me. I feel so disappointed. I feel like i'm the one always stick at them and they don't really want to mess with me. and my tears are so naughty everytime i think about it. I do really sadd... sometimes all close friends hang out together and all of them know what's the problem but not me.
Why? I give up. I really give up. I fell like i have no tomorrow everyday. Just like just now i met my dearest sister and we have a big hug. I felt like i wanna cry out loudly. Really. but i can't because that was public place. if there is not i will do so. I feel touch although it was just a hug. and i really canot continue this because i canot see the screen properly already. It's blurr. I really do feel sad. ='(
Hi.My name is Jade. I'm a girl nothing special with a lovely heart. I create my blog is just to write out my life my words that what my heart want to say. And i have a lovely boyfriend and I love him so much. He is just too sweet. Feel free to visit my blog. =) Love ya xoxo
I dono what to name this blog. I'm so alone. ='(
