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全都不重要了....
Sunday, December 12, 2010


打开面子书
看见网友PO:“今天留在家陪我的宝贝讲电话”
心突然好痛好痛

我在想
我们通话的时间
一天比一天少
你一天比一天迟回家
我有好多话想对你说
但是现在已经不重要了
你已经把我们的时间
看得很简单
很普通

我每天晚上等你等到半夜
就为了那短短的几分钟
是我变了吗?
还是你变了?
这一切都不重要了吗?

我好想变得不太重要了
你有你的夜生活
你有你的朋友
我不能那么自私
我不能那么无理取闹
我能怎样?
只有泪水知道

平时你工作
我不怪你不能陪我
但是你放工
就和朋友开心去了
我真的完全被你抛在后面

你连我这么天的不开心
也不安慰
我还能怎样?
怪你吗?
我真的好累好累
我真的有一丝念头想放弃这段感情
我爱得好辛苦
我太爱你了

我发现我和你的距离
越来越遥远
宝贝
回来好吗?
宝贝
我好辛苦
你听到吗?
宝贝
我每天哭得好累好累

怎么办? ='(


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是什么东西.....
Saturday, December 11, 2010


到底是什么东西
让我对你失去安全感
失去信心
你让我觉得
就算没有我
你也可以过的很好
总觉得
我在你心中
并不是很重要

以前
我告诉过你
友情重要过爱情
但是
我完全错了

那感觉
我在你身上找到那感觉
你很快认识我的朋友
你很快融入我的朋友
一切超乎我想像

我发现我融入不了你的世界
我发现我们彼此的距离
越来越遥远
我不想这样
真的不想

你给我的快乐
是短暂的
刚刚我们拥抱的那一杀那
我红了眼眶
那温暖的感觉
能维持多久
你紧紧的拥抱
天天都有吗?

我好爱好爱你
每天回到家
紧握着电话
等你打给我
就算再夜
就算睡着了
我的手还是紧握着电话

到底是什么东西
让我变成这样
到底是什么东西
让我如此的在意你
把自己喘不过气来

你能不能
就给多一点点的关心
多一点点的细心
多一点点的疼爱
多一点点的安全感
多一点点的呵护
多一点点的紧张

宝贝
我好累了
我好讨厌自己
每天回到家
就开始胡思乱想
我好讨厌自己
每天晚上
要哭累了
才能睡觉

宝贝
我的心
好麻痹
好像快要停止了
喘不过气来了

宝贝
对不起
我爱你 <3


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我怀念的...
Friday, December 10, 2010


已经不清楚多久了没有写blog
每一次上来
都是因为心情不好
所以上来透透气

到底是怎么了
是我的问题
还是你的问题

我好怀念,以前的你
全都是梦吗?
梦醒了
全都变了

我怀念的
是那个很紧张我的你
我坏念的
是那个很温柔的你
我怀念的
是那个很体贴的你
那个感觉,去了哪里?

还记得
以前的你
常常为了我
把自己的生活都变的很紧张
以前的你 在别人面前
常常当我宝一样照顾
是一场游戏吗?

如果是一场游戏
我所付出的
是数不清的泪水
是无尽的心痛、自责

随着时间流逝
你变的看开了
把所有事情都看的很开
不再像以前了

而我
还停留在时间后面
怎么追 都追不上你
只是不停的自责
要怎么
才追的上你?

你常常问我
为什么总是爱胡思乱想
因为
我被你遗留在后面了
而你 不停的往前跑
我还站在原地
怀念着回忆

算了
这一切的一切
都是我的问题
我知道我再怎么追
也追不上你身旁了
我并不要求你改变什么
但你能放慢脚步 或 停下来
回头看看我吗?

我追的好累
已经看不见你在哪里了
泪水把我的视线模糊了
怎么办?

我爱你爱的无药可救了
你可以救救我吗?

亲爱的
我好爱你 ♥


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Wow it's cool!
Thursday, May 27, 2010


Ok well, im using my iphone to blog now wow it's awesome. I never think about yo use my iphone to blog. Since i seldom use my laptop i think i can update my blog everyday so soon coz i found out that i can actually use my phone to blog. The only things is how to post picss by my phonee?? Geeeeez have to find it out. Well it's cool and now i can blog anywhere anytime lol of course when im free. Well tomorrow is weesak holiday, was planning to watch once a gangster with my sweetheart, many of my friends recomended me to watch this movie and some of them even so crazy about this movie and almost use forced to force me to watch wow ok since so many ppl recomended me watch this i aspect it's a very funny movie and i hope it wont disappointed me. Ok seriously i miss him hell lotss!! Dayem! Wish time can fliesss. It's so suffer to be together in a far distance relationship, well i didn't mean that im tired i just mean that im so sick of missing you everyday every moment. Duuuhh!! When can this situation to be end? Imagine how am i going to further study without you like that, you drive me crazy geeeeez! Was still thinking how to tell my dad i dont want to go aus for study, seriously i really dont want, it's not what i dont want to study, i just dont know how to live without my bf, so sick bout it everytime i think about it. I just dont want to waste my parent's money for just keep failing my result so why don't let me just study at kl somewhere =D because he's in kl tooooo hahahahaa. Got purpose one!! Hahahahaha yea la yea la =.= haha. It's time to stop. Miss ya sweetheart. *Loves


Jade <3


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wooow!
Sunday, May 23, 2010


wokay, it's been a long time i didn't blog >.< feel so sorry to my blog haha. ok my life still go on, school started last week and my bithday just past. =.= i realize that i celebrate my birthday every year by spending my friends big meal and this year, i spend my birthday with my beloved. It's awesome =) and this year no birthday cake for me XD well, and this year for the greatest present i got iPhone from my parents and i buy myself a bling bling case as bday present ^^ hehek. Duh~ just feel like lazy to blog, well, and now i'm still alive don't worry. I just toooo busy to blog XD sorry, will update soon everyday =) SOON. haha. tata.


Jade♥


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omg omg omg omg!!!
Monday, April 19, 2010


okay, it's been a long time i didn't write my blog. Well, just to tell, i had my own iPhone soooooooon!!! omg omg omg, how happy, althought iPhone is not my 1st choice, but i'm satisfied with it, really! Thanksss daddy mummyy!! =)))) Why i dont take it as my first choice because everyone owned one, and it can be find everywhere, secondly, i can't imagine how to sms while i driving =.= lol! okay, third, i dont know whether to crack it or not. =.= it's complicated! hahahaha, forget about it. okay, my parent is leaving me alone here for about two weeks? almost two weeks, they are leaving tomorrow. So, Jade!!! yeahhhhh! you should be happy, okay i'm planning to give him suprise on wed XD i just like to see his suprise face =) yeah! I miss him so damn hell much!! Love ya xoxo





Jade ♥


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the one ♥
Monday, March 22, 2010


Just have nice out with him yesterday =) Althought not only two of us, but still fun with his dumb friends =) I don't know how to tell you my feelings now, I'm so... miss him =( And my all weekdays long without him, and he is just so busy. So boy, I'm so happy since you told me that you gonna get your own car soooooo sooon and i just can't tahan anymore, i wish i could tell the whole world included my family that you are my Boy!!! Can i can i? When we can make it? when? WHEN?! listen up, we really gonna plan well and really gonna make this happened so soon ok! Action speaks more than words!!! ACTION! let's do it together baby. I know we can make it no matter what, and i know we won't be so easy to give up in what problems, as long as we solve it together. They just can't seperate us because there's something strong between you and me. Heart to heart and stick it together by super glu =D hahaha. Stick it foreverrrr ♥ Pics time =)












Jade♥


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